I’ve had classes and training in many different modalities including - Usui Reiki, Reflexology, Meditation, Crystal healing, Animal Speaks, Shamanic techniques and Angel communication. I’ve been a Reiki Master Teacher since 2005. However my abilities are more than what I’ve learned and been certified in. I also have the gift of “knowing” and the ability to feel what others are feeling. I’m always communicating with energy of some sort. I’m inexplicably accurate due to my abilities and can offer you the opportunity for insight and relief.

This is where many would tell there story of illness, pain and horrible grief. At least many healers do. I did. But no more… I can honestly say, I’ve been through a great deal. But it’s time to be all the way through. However, I’ve gone from there to here. I understand that no one will ever truly get it and that’s okay. When I discovered this truth, I began to feel a little more secure in myself. I’m not the story of pain. I’m the woman that survived that pain. I owe her that peace, advancement, freedom.

Many of us, that go through difficulties have to be the hero of our own stories. Nobody knows best how to be ourselves. No rescuer is really coming. We finally have to understand that we are our audience, our comfort, our provider, our own measuring stick, our strength and company, the one factor that gets in the way of our awesomeness. The teller of unfounded, unkind stories that seem inescapable. We are innocently always reminding ourselves of all the stuff we learned and did. Reminding ourselves of “who we are, related to who we were, related to who we will be”. All the stuff that limits us. We are very innocently, ego biased creatures. Understanding that, helps us let that part of us subside and take the back seat a bit. Allowing us to access our truest nature, the God brain, the Jesus vibe, the Spirit in the Sky energy. That all lives in us and we can tap that. Of course that looks a little different for all of us. It’s also similar in many ways. One size has never truly fit all. We need to be cool with that. Only because it’s not our business to manage anyone but ourselves.

Ultimately, we just have to keep on untangling our own past self’s beliefs from our authentic self. It’s more about unlearning then learning. A relearning, if you will. Einstein said, “No problem can be solved at the level of consciousness in which it was conceived”. It’s time to take another look and from a different vantage point.

I wish for you, your very best. Not to achieve, but to realize.

Torianne - Existential Healer